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| tbucks |
| 10.11.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
I forgot to add that I am splitting up my 736 tbucks between 3 people whom I respect and love as close friends.
You may receive them soon.
Lovers you. <3
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| I Think I'm Done |
| 10.11.04 (11:46 am) [edit] |
Dammit I had a whole entry done and then I decided to put a stupid smiley in and there goes my entire entry.
I'll recap.
I'm not writing in my tblog anymore because I don't want everyone I know to read my thoughts and shit. Those of you who are priveledged enough to know where I'm writing now, Congrats to you. *shakes your hand* I trust that you won't tell a single living soul.
If by now you don't have a new address to where I am writing...well that just means you arn't priveldged enough to know. Don't ask..because if I havn't told you by now then I'm not going to tell you.
Farewell to you all. :D
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| Dingos are the shit |
| 09.28.04 (2:32 am) [edit] |
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Life sucks and then you die.....so why do we live anyways? We end up being depressed when we die if life sucks...right? Am I thinking too much again? Shit I gotta walk to school. I didn't finish that lil poem that goes with the first sentence... weed likers can do that in their heads. lol
Dingos are the fo shizzle.. lmao Sam.. Woo!
*humps everyone* I'm one of those lil tiny horny pugs that humps every persons leg. Those guys are funny... woo I'm tired...
There.. I updated.. Kinda...
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| lalaala |
| 09.15.04 (2:25 am) [edit] |
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HI!!! *waves enthusiastically*
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| scratch last post |
| 09.02.04 (11:49 am) [edit] |
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i got fired. don't ask. it's utter bullshit. i'm a failure.
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| Boredom, New Clothes, and Where The Hell Did He Go? |
| 08.28.04 (3:17 pm) [edit] |
So.. I'm bored...it's a Saturday night and I have no clue where anyone is, not even Tyler. He left me a wee lil message saying that he and Brad were leaving town and they didn't know where they were going.... :?
Confused? Me too.
Anywho....my parents took me to Kingston today to do the rest of my school clothes shopping. Bought all of it at Bluenotes... kick ass store. I saw these pair of red and black plaid pants in the Bluenotes in Waterloo and I didn't buy them, well I found them in Kingston.... there was one pair left... and they.......were.....
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IN MY SIZE!!!!!!!![/b]
WOOOOOO!!! So I bought them.
I also bought 4 t-shirts. Now all I need is a new pair of shoes.. and I believe I am set for..*ugh* school.
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Wee I got a job!!! I now am an employee of Second Cup Coffee Industries. Yesterday was my first day. It was fun and I caught on really quickly. I think they were surprised. I got to close the store last night. So EXCITING!
Happy Happy Me! $6.95/hour plus [u]TIPS[/u]!! Oh yes! TIPS!
That's all for now... I'm bored... wish someone would call me. :cry:
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| I'M BACK! |
| 08.11.04 (1:42 pm) [edit] |
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Hello Hello Everyone! Catrienna is back from the summer job. WEE!!!! So what all has happened? Anything exciting? I have to go back tomorrow night. Theres still staff closing and clean up to do. Yay for putting everything back away and cleaning furiously EVERY, SINGLE cabin. Ugh! Well thats a part of the job!
My boss sent me home for a week before the summer ended because supposedly I was "too exhausted to do my job". Whatever, it's just more bullshit in my life.
Mine and Tyler's 1 year anniversary is really soon. I'm excited. I'm also so incredibly happy. 1 year... wow.. I'm amazed.
Well, that's my update. Pretty pathetic huh? I don't have much to talk about.
-CAT
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| Off For The Summer |
| 06.17.04 (8:55 am) [edit] |
Well I leave for camp in about 5 days. I guess I have mixed feelings about it. I'm glad to be going back to my second home of Camp Hyanto but I'm sad that I will barely get to talk or see Tyler for 2 months. Last night we were discussing it and I said I didn't want to go all that much anymore because I couldn't stand being apart from him. Then he surprised me and asked me to move to Kitchener for the summer. Of course I spazzed and started doing that intense thinking thing I tend to do which freaked him out and he decided it wouldn't be a good idea. So he went from being serious to telling me to not listen to him because he is dumb. Which of course I denied because he is incredibly intelligent. I guess we both decided it was too late now, because I leave in 5 days and such. Although I think this made him think a lil more positively about me moving there at the end of the summer. I'm not to sure. I'm not going to count my eggs before they hatch.
That's such a weird saying.
Anywho, yesterday I went to Tay's and hung out with her all afternoon. It was nice to actually hang out with someone that I havn't talked to or hung out with in awhile. We watched The Cat In The Hat and joked about applying her dad on that tv show, Who Wants To Marry My Dad. Tay, Her sister, Ann and I would be the 4 daughters. We laughed about it and he rdad just grunted. It was funny.
My 'stepfather' and I have been arguing alot lately. He takes things so personally and spazzes on me and yells and calls me names. I hate it. It makes me feel like shit. He threatens to kill my cat all the time because the cat is doing cat-like things like scratching the carpet. He scares me sometimes. Of course this is a lot better than it was 4 years ago when he would raise his hand to my mother and I and call me degrading names, now he just yells and storms out of the house. :roll: Meh....
I happily have no exams. Lucky lucky me. All of my classes involved final projects and final tests but no exam. Thats a shit load of work to do for 4 classes in 3 weeks. Especially for a procrastinator. *points at myself* heheh. Although I'm pretty sure I did excellent. I am confident in my knowledge of my classes and confident in my grades. It's all good.
Today, I think I'm just lounging because I don't really know who to call to do something with. Everyone is so distant from me. I guess they just get sick of me. I guess thats another reason why I love camp. Everyone is my friend and no-one is mean to me like they are here. At camp, we are like a big happy family. Here, we are just a broken household.. that you can't even call a family.
Bah to the world! I probably won't be updating this all summer. Mom is cancelling the internet while I'm gone. So I suppose if I don't update before I leave on Tuesday then this is a farewell until the end of August!
Have A great sumemr without me!
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| Paradise? |
| 06.13.04 (9:14 am) [edit] |
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You would think that being in a relationship, I wouldn't feel so alone....
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| Bad Day |
| 06.09.04 (6:44 am) [edit] |
Yesterday I had a bad day. A horrible day. Anything that could have gone wrong, went wrong. I was hurt emotionally a lot. Bypeople I know at school and by thinga that happened at home. It sucks. Mom and I got into a huge argument about the computer. She threatened to take it away for good because we can't afford it all that much. She'd ruin my life if she did that. It's the only way I can really communicate with Tyler. I only get one half-hour phone call a week and he rarely calls me. I felt utterly alone at school today. I hate being left out of things. My computer broke, windows won't even load anymore. My moms friend is coming to fix it on Friday, that's bad though, because I have a peer tutoring assignment due tomorrow that needs to be typed up, and I can't type it up without getting into windows. Ugh. I'm.. screwed.
Last night Tyler never came on the computer. His sister had it for the entire night. I calle dhim at 5 to see if he was coming online, mom only gave me 5 minutes. So I've talked to him for a whole 5 minutes in the past 2 days. I'm going insane here. Everything seems to be falling apart. I spent about a half hour ranting to Sam last night. She said it was fully alright because 75% of the people we know are assholes to me and I have the right to complain and be upset.
BAH! I'm so frustrated and upset and ugh...
I'll shut up now, bells about to ring, hopefully it's not raining anymore, I'm hungry.
-CAT :?
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| Attack Of The Racoons |
| 06.06.04 (4:27 pm) [edit] |
So my weekend was absolutely wonderful, except for a few minor glitches. Although my weekends and days are always wonderful when I'm spending them with Tyler. :D
[b]1st Glitch [/b]-- I was going to buy seatcovers for the Suzuki for Tyler's grad present, but Crappy Tire only had 1 of the one he wanted. He needed 2.
[b]2nd Glitch [/b]-- Tyler's boss kept him later than he had planned so he didn't get here to almost 6 pm.
[b]3rd Glitch [/b]-- East Side Marios (where we decided to go for dinner) was absolutely packed. 20 minute waiting list. Ya huh! We had to wait about 45 minutes to just get our food and by the time we got out of their it was almost 8pm and it is about a half hour drive to the campsite. Therefore we did not get our tent set up before dark.
[b]4th Glitch [/b]-- Supposedly I have a limit on my debit card which I exceeded and I had to pay for the campsite in cash which I barely had enough for.
[b]5th Glitch [/b]-- While putting up our tent and starting a fire a racoon was about 10 metres away and staring at me the entire time. Freakyness! I was sitting attending the fire and it started running towards me and Tyler had to stand in front of me and throw a stick at it to make it go away(it came back 5 minutes later...stupid racoon).
[b]6th Glitch [/b]-- Almost running out of money...which ended up having to return the one seatcover I did buy in order for Tyler to have gas money home.
[b]7th Glitch [/b]-- Night coldness. lol
[b]8th Glitch [/b]-- Why do friends always show up at your campsite at the least wanted time!?
[b]9th Glitch [/b]-- Going into the outhouse to piss and about to sit down when a black trantula like spider pops up behind the toilet and you run out of the outhouse screaming with your pants undone. I am severely arachnophobic! The thing was about the size of a 6 years olds fist. HUGE!
[b]10th Glitch [/b]-- The lake is cold.. until your body goes numb and you have someone to carry you around instead of having to walk, lol. Mmm body heat.
[b]11th Glitch [/b]-- Did I mention racoons?
[b]12th Glitch [/b]-- Keeping a fire burning.
[b]13th Glitch [/b]-- I don't even know anymore.. lol
My weekend was fantastic though. Even though all that happened. I had an absolutely wonderful person to spend it with. He's probably about 15 minutes past Kingston now. I feel bad that he has to do all the driving. At least I paid for the entire weekend. The most he spent was $6.
O0ooo000 I drove the Suzuki (its stick shift, not automatic)! I actually got up to the third gear. He said he was very very proud of me because the 3rd gear is the hardest to get into. I didn't stall either! I only stalled when I was at a stop sign and I took my foot off the clutch before the brake.
I don't think that I've ever been so happy in my entire life except for when I'm with Tyler. I know I'm being all sappy and lovey dovey but I didn't take any of my medication this weekend and I didnt feel sick. I usually go through withdrawal symptoms because my brain chemicals are off balanced, but this weekend it didn't happen. Everything is working out for the best. he even promised me that he would write me a bunch of times a week while I'm at camp and send me stuff and even pick me up on a couple of my days off because "a summer without me wouldn't be worth having". [i]*blushes*[/i]
I apologize to everyone who is reading this and thinking "STOP FUCKING TALKING ABOUT TYLER!" If you are thinking that...then... LEAVE! =D My tblog, I can write about whatever I want.
I gotta stop borrowing his clothes.. soon I'll have his entire wardrobe and he'll have just his pants that don't fit me. I have acquired another one of his shirts. It's cozy. Not a hoodie actually, just a long sleeve t-shirt.
I'm so tired. I barely slept last night because the ground is extremely uncomfortable and the night is extremely chilly and Tyler stole half the blankets. Of course he slept like a babay. [i]*shakes fist*[/i] I just wanna pass out on my nice comfortable bed, but first I must have a shower because I havnt had one since last night and Tyler forgot to bring the soap up to the showers, therefore...I somewhat stink. I'm going to use the shampoo I bought for Tyler. He has his own shampoo at my house, he thinks my shampoo is too girly so I got him some guyie shampoo. lol.
Last night we went to Kingston and saw The Day After Tomorrow. Not recommended for people who are afraid of flying and of big storms and natural distasters. It was interesting.
OK, I think this entry is extremely long so I'll stop boring you.
Night.
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| 20 Hours!!!!! |
| 06.03.04 (2:30 pm) [edit] |
I'm too giddy for my own damn good. I should be, I havn't seen the kid in 3 weeks. I have a right to be giddy! :D Damn you all who are annoyed with me being giddy and being in love! Bah!
That's right! BAH! :P
20 hours until I get to see Shmoopy!!!!!!! *is all giddy like*
So lets see, what have I accomplished so far tonight... I've gone to the YMCA to work out for an hour...now I'm at home, going to have supper, do dishes, pack for the weekend, sit on my butt for a lil bit and then I have a driving lesson at 8:30pm. What a night. It better go quickly so tomorrow comes sooner. If it doesn't.... the day will get a spanking for being bad! hehe
So Aleatha, hows the big bad officer today? Lmao! Last night was fun, Hun! We should hang out together more often. Just tell me when you get sick of me.
Ooo000ooooo I went to a fair last night. I miss the fair. Last night was loonie so it was nice and cheap. Although I didn't pay(thanks Leafer) because I'm already borrowing money from my mommy. I have generous friends. Wee!!
My mom said that I am in a 'bitch' tonight. The only reason I gave her a 'tone' was because she was being mean and motherly like and annoying. I hate when moms are like that and you think that it's the time of the month for them and they give you millions of things to do in such a short time. Grr....
Anywho, must be off to empty the dishwasher and do anything else my dearest mother would like me to do!
I'll talk to you all on Sunday night! Woo for the weekend!!!!!!!!! *giddy like and stuff* :D :D :lol: :wink: :lol: :wink: :D :lol: :wink:
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| I Guess I Should Update |
| 05.29.04 (11:51 am) [edit] |
Not much has happened lately. Tyler decided he didn't want to go to his graduation ceremony. I wish he would though, but it's his decision not mine. So instead he is coming down for the weekend and I'm paying for everything. Gas, food everything. He's happy about that. lol We are going camping and I'm taking him out to dinner and stuff. It shall be a very fun weekend. I miss him. It's been 2 1/2 weeks since I saw him last.
Oh it's official. I'm not moving until next summer. We both decided it would probably be better. So unfortunately I'm stuck in crappy ol' Brockville for another school year. It seriously sucks here. But it makes Tyler happy that we choose this so I'm doing it for his happiness (and sanity). lol.
His mom had her surgery yesterday and I have no idea how it went. I havn't talked to Tyler since before he left for the hospital last night. He works 8-6 today so i won't talk to him for another 2 hours, unless he gets off early like he usually does. I hope she is okay and they didn't have to do a whole lot. Mom and I are going to send her get-well cards.
As for me, I guess I'm fine. bored but fine. Lonely but fine. Myself, yet fine. My fingers are slightly cold though. Today I re-weeded the flower beds for my mom while she and my step-dad were out. I also cleaned my room and the computer area to please them. I guess it kinda worked. I'm kind of irritated. Are you ever in one of those moods where people keep asking questions and you jsut want them to shove their face up their ass? Well I'm in one of those moods. I'm also in one of those, "God I wish I could hold my boyfriend right now" type moods. I'm listening to a bunch of love songs and stuff. Guess that doesn't help too much. I'm also really obsessed with Jessica Simpson's song "With You". I've had it on repeat for most of the afternoon. *shrugs* Oh well. Damn I wanna watch a new episode of The OC! I'm going through OC withdrawal. Not good!
Hehe Tyler bought 2 new hoodies yesterday and I'ma gunna 'borrow' one. It is red and it says 'psychotic' across the front. He said I could wear it next weekend. Woo! lol I'm kind of just rambling right now about a whole lot of nothing. But hey that's how I get my feelings across. The whole diet thing isn't working out too well in my opinion. I gained a pound and now I am in the 'obese' category. So now I'm obese. Yippee for me! Donno if it's fat or muscle though. Most likely fat. lol
I don't think I ever want to wash this one pair of jeans ever again. They don't stink so I'm good for now. They are in that worn in, so very comfortable stage at the moment. I don't feel fat in them for once. Woo!
There's lots of woo's in this post. Notice that anyone? Woo! haha Did that one for fun.
Ok, I think I'm done... *ponders for a second* yes I believe I am. I have other rants but I'll leave them for my personal journal upstairs, which reminds me, I havn't written in it for awhile. oo0ooooo Tyler and I are getting a Digital camera!! It's on sale at Radio Shack. Very perdy! We're splitting on it. Woo.
TATA!! :D
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| I'm So Proud! |
| 05.20.04 (2:09 pm) [edit] |
My Babe is graduating from highschool on June 4th! I'm so proud of him! I think I'm taking a train up on the 3rd and staying for the weekend then coming home on the Sunday. We havn't exactly worked it out yet. But all we definitely know is that I'm going to watch him graduate. Ya.. it's sad though, because I'm his only guest. His mom can't go because she is having an operation 4 days before and so she'll be recovering and his dad will have to stay home to look after her. His grandparents are on vacation and his other grand(father?) is in the hospital. Do ya really think a 14 year old sister will sit through a grad ceremony with her brother's girlfriend? And he and his other sister hate each other. So it looks like I'm the only one going to support him.
I Love my Shmoopy very much. I'm the luckiest person in the world to have a boyfriend like Tyler.... :D
*full of loving feelings*
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| Surprise Surprise!! |
| 05.17.04 (10:34 am) [edit] |
Oh my weekend was just fantabulously fantastic!
Guess who showed up on my doorstep around 3:30pm on Friday? Ya guessed it! TYLER! lol I was so happy and surprised!! Best surprise ever! He was supposed to come down on the long weekend but he surprised me and came this past weekend. So Mr. Florica and I went camping this weekend up at Charleston Lake. Got us a tent and everything and had ourselves a romantic weekend of fires and watching the sunset on the beach. It rained most of Saturday, so that time was spent in the 2 person tent we got, listening to music and stuff.
It was an amazing weekend. I just love Tyler so much. I miss him now though. He left last night around 6:45pm. He had to work today. We had lots of stuff to talk about on the weekend too, so we talked a lot about whats happening next year and so on and so forth. Nothing is exactly final yet.
So this diet thing, it isn't really working out too well. It sucks. I guess thats al I have to say about that.
Hrmm....I'm extremely bored here in 4th period. My day has been pretty boring and uneventful as well. Pretty lonely too. I walked into my wrong class today. Thought my 3rd period class was my 2nd but it wasn't lol. Meh, it happens to the best of us. I'm supposed to be finishing this website thinger for class, but I dont have any magazine photos/images of Yellowcard so therefore I can't finish the main page. Everything else is pretty much done. I just have to do the main page and connect them all together. No biggy.
At the moment I'm just cruising around cl;assified ads in the Kitchener-Waterloo area. Last night I emailed a resume and cover letter to the Westmount Golf and COuntry Club in Kitchener. They are looking for a lot of employees so I thought I'd give it a shot. Hopefully they email me back..(positively). Tyler and I are looking into this internet home-based business where we could make at least [b] $10,000/ MONTH[/b] working from home and being our own bosses. $10,000 EACH! Sounds promising.
Anywho, I'm looking into correspondence courses up in that area now so I'm off.
-Cat
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| An Actual Entry |
| 05.14.04 (7:40 am) [edit] |
I guess according to my recent entries it shows that I haven't been in the best of moods lately. I admit, I've been upset the past week and a half or so. I feel lonely, like I have someone but they arn't around. Like I can see them but I can't touch them. I have no social life and it's depressing. It's not my choice to not have one, it's everyone else's. Everyone is too busy for me, or just doesn't want to hang out. Is it me?
[i](next paragraph, please don't start going. You look fine, I'm fatter than you and shit. It's just my thoughts)[/i]
I also have begun to feel really bad about my body. I'm overweight by 35 lbs. I feel huge. I can't stand to look at myself in the mirror except from the neck up. I've got ugly purple stretchmarks all over my hips and waist and other spots. The other day, my mother and I went shopping for some clothes because I'm too big for any pants I own and all my tops arn't covering my tummy. I couldn't fit into the size I was 5 months ago and I tried on a size 15 and they didn't do up. I could barely get them over my ass. I look down right now and I see a bulg of stomach sticking out and my thighs wanting to pop out of my jeans. It's gross, I admit it. I need to lose weight. My mother is scared that I might become diabetic. I gained weight so fast that she is extremely worried if I don't lose it soon that it could affect my health. It ..sucks.
Anyways, supposedly Tyler is planning some big surprise for me and he has got my mother in on it too. I have no idea what it is. All I know is that I'll find out soon. lol. Dang nabbit! Why do people tell you that you have a surprise, but then don't tell you what it is. I've been really antsy the past 4 days because I'm extremely curious about what it is. Next weekend we are going camping for a 'romantic getaway', as he puts it. I can't wait!
Anyways, I'm done for today. Bye.
(no more negative comments. You are ignorant for posting them)
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| 05.11.04 (4:22 pm) [edit] |
I'm just going to stop caring.
I'm invisible...
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| Randomness |
| 05.05.04 (4:31 pm) [edit] |
Ouch. Pain...Bruises....Hurt.
Black. Blue. Purple.
Why?
I don't understand. What did I do? Did I say something wrong? I should just keep my mouth shut.
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Walking behind them. They don't notice I'm so far back. Or they just don't care. I wonder what they are saying. Did I hear my name? They don't care. When she's around I'm invisible. Why do people pick favourites?
I frown. Stare at my feet. Hands in my pockets. I keep walking as if nothing in the world is bothering me. Yet there is. Don't bother asking. You don't care.
Scruffing my feet along the pavement. They talk and talk. I sit in silence. Harsh. I'm invisible.
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Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Drunk. Jealousy. Hatred. Bitch. Bitch. Bitch. Bitchiness. Just leave me alone. Mind your own business. Go away. You don't know anything.
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Just random thoughts. Words floating through my head.
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I miss you Babe.
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| Sick As Fuck |
| 05.02.04 (8:38 am) [edit] |
Ya the subject title explains my mood. Sick As Fuck. I have a horrible cold that I somehow acquired over Friday night. I havn't gotten more than 5 hours sleep in the past 2 nights because I keep waking up to blow my nose and hack shit out of my throat. Its disgusting. I hate being sick. I hope mom lets me stay home tomorrow and just lie in bed or something. Wishful thinking because it won't happen. She doesn't believe in missing school if your sick.
I attempted to edit my last post.. but just as it was being finished I accidently pressed some unknown keys and deleted everything I had wrote. So I just said Fuck it! You guys don't wanna know everything that happened at the party, or that weekend. I guess its not really any of your business anyways.
Last night went to Branden's birthday party. Small turnout. Great party though. I drank 3 beers. Wasn't really all that drunk, but then again I didn't want to get all that drunk so I guess it's good that I know my drinking limit. Played Caps a couple times and got my ass kicked. I didn't know that colouring a guys nails with a black permanent marker was cheating on my boyfriend? Anyone knew this? I should update my knowledge of what cheating is and what isn't. I think I've decided to not go to anymore parties anymore. I guess I've just matured into a none party person. They just arn't fun for me anymore. A lot of my friends are bitchy drunks too so I don't really enjoy being submitted to all the bitchiness. Tyler's buddies are fun drunks. They laugh and have a grande ol' time with ya! I'll do my partying up there.
I left Branden's house around 10ish. I was tired and somewhat bored so after I got Aleatha to stop clinging and stroking my leg, I went outside and waited for my stepdad to pick me up. Came home.. and went to sleep. Nice.. cozy ..bed.. *dro0lz*...
Tyler should be on in a half hour.. maybe I'll go make myself some lunch or something. Don't know where the parents went. They kind of weren't in the household vacinity when I came downstairs. Meh.. Oh well, I like having the house to myself. Maybe some day I'll crank up our new stereo system to some 80's and 90's rock and dance around the house in my unerwear and a tank top singing into my hair brush...I'll get around to it. I'm sure.
-Kittie-
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| Well.. HEEEEEELLLOOOO!!!! |
| 04.27.04 (6:36 am) [edit] |
So, the weekend was fun. Tyler showed up at exactly 3 pm at my house..had a shower after complaining that we had "girlie" shampoo.. silly boy. lol I swear he takes longer in the bathroom than I do. We have decided that I'm the male in the relationship. lmao.
The punk show was boring. I didn't even get to see I Hate Sally and A Dying Race. They showed up late for the show and Tyler and I had to leave at 7:30 because both of his headlights are broken. So we went to Tay's house for the party. No-one was really there so we just watched the hockey game with her dad while Sam, Ann and Tay were on the computer.
Her dad kept teasing me about the cars going by. Tyler laughed with him. Later that night Tyler told me I kinda reminded him of a hyper lil dog when a car drove by or pulled in and stuff. He saved himself by saying it was cute. lol.
The party was good. Couple people were getting on my nerves and it kind of reminded me of why I don't really like parties all that much. Tyler and I got into a lil fight. I knew it would happen. He seriously cannot handle rap and hip hop music at all. It's not only because he hates it with a passion but he just can't stand listening to it. So, when people started playing it constantly.. he took off outside for a smoke after he promised me (somewhat) that he wouldn't.
bell rang.. edit thois later
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| 5 Hours In Counting |
| 04.23.04 (7:22 am) [edit] |
yes, I have a countdown to when I get to see Tyler. I know.. you all think I'm pathetic. I havn't seen him in 2 weeks so I am fully entitled to count down to when I get to see him.
It's 10 am and I'm tired. I watched the Leaf's game last night. They lost. [b]*fake pout*[/b]
I'm in the computer lab working on my Decade's project. The 1980's rocked. I miss the Muppets. lol.
I keep yawning dammit! My brain is lacking oxygen. haha It would be funny if I fell asleep with my head on the keyboard.. it would probably look like a bunch of random letters.. for example - [i]hfdsjhfjhjjhffjfjhfjhf jhfsdjhfjhjfjh[/i]
I'm a tard. Right Aleatha? hehe
Tyler and I want to get a dog. A Lab preferebly. Anyone have ideas for names? So far we have:
-Tango
-Def
-Warrant
-Winger
-Quicksilver
-Roxy (name of one of his dead dogs)
Anymore suggestions? We like Tango if it's a girl and Warrant if its a boy.
OooooOOo... PARTY TONGIHT!!!! PUNK SHOW TONIGHT!!!!!! *urge of excitement* Lmao!
Ok.. there's my entry for today. The day is going by sooooo slow. I'm in my pj's lol.. Its PJ day. Actually.. well.. Tyler's PJ pants.. and Tyler's hoodie.. but I wear it to bed.. so their MY pj's. lol.
HURRY UP DAY!
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| 04.22.04 (7:09 am) [edit] |
I'm so excited for tomorrow.. and the weekend. Jump up and down type of excitement!!!! Punk show and party and I get to see my Tyler!! *jumps up and down*
I havn't seen I Hate Sally play in like a year and I havnt seen A Dying Race play in over a year. Too bad there will be no mosh pit, but still the music is great and the atmosphere is better. I have a great urge to get up and jump up and down several times to get rid of this energy that I have at 10 am. Sooooo happy!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
Aleatha wrote me a note. A NOTE!! Now I have to write her back.. WEEEEEE!!!!!
Aleatha wants someone to leave a rippy comment on her blog. Instead of my blog. Go there!! lol.
Ok.. too excited..ndashfsdhfsdhfsdf.fsdvdbvjdf
Talking to Tyler.. Going now
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WEEEEEEE lol.. *jumps up and down and falls over* mNAH! :P
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| Go Sens Go!!! |
| 04.20.04 (7:00 am) [edit] |
So last night was eventful. I finally have something to write about. Woo Hoo!!!
So I was online.. then Tay called and said "I'm bored, can I come over?" So Tay came over and we hung out. She stayed for supper. After supper, my parents ended up leaving us alone, because they had to rush Ross to the hospital because he got a Kidney Stone again. So Tay and I watched TV, then she kicked my ass at Dreamcast (I dont understand how I keep losing and I'm the one who has the Dreamcast), then we searched through some drinking games for the party on Friday. At 8:30 she left to go home. Parents were still not home. It had been about 2 hours. So I was home alone.. it was sad. I couldn't call Tyler because he was probably in bed. SLeepy head.
My parents finally got home around 10:30 pm. Montreal won!! WOO HOO!!! Ya so.. I went to bed when the got home.. and I was damn tired that I set my alarm to 6:45 PM instead of AM, therefore my alarm didn't go off this morning. Luckily I have one of those biological clocks so I woke up around 7:30. Phewf.
Sens are going to win tonight!!! GO SENS GO!!!
ooo.. May 29th.. Tyler's taking me to the Blink 182, Taking Back Sunday and The Used concert in Toronto. I can't wait!! I've never really been to a huge concert before. Just lil punk shows and stuff at Riverfest ( all you who I know, know what I'm talking about). It is going to be sooooooo fun!!!
Well.. theres my entry. Muahahahaha!!!
*hugs* :D
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| 04.19.04 (7:42 am) [edit] |
Don't ask about the subject title. I couldn't think of a clever one. Then again I never think cleverly, so what does it matter anyways.
Sunday was my step-dad's 65th birthday. He's a senior citizen now. We get money from the government now.. and senior discounts. That's fun. We had a birthday party for him on Saturday. Most of his family was here.. which included 2 of his 3 children and their children. so.. ya.. 11 people. It was fun I guess. Yesterday his ex-wife called. She never calls. I was the only one home. She asked is Ross was there and I told her they were out for the morning.. I asked if she would like to leave a message. All she did was yell "No" then hang up. Some people are so very rude. I can't blame her for hating my mom and I. We "took away" her husband. Love tends to do that. I don't know why I have to suffer though. I was only 12 when my mom and him got together. I had no idea about it. Meh.. guess thats what happens to broken families...extended families. whatever you wanna call it.
Anywho.. in the library working on a fashion project. I get to research the 1980's!!!! So fun!!! These are the moments where I wish Tyler still had a mullet. He could be my display. lol Meh oh well. He's hotter without one. *dro0lz* :P I like this project. I have a HUGE english media project due on Wednesday that i havn't even started. Maybe I should start it. lol
I don't really know what else to write about. People are being controversial in my comment boxes and I don't really like it. I can't do anything to stop them. They have their opinions, it's not like I care about their opinions. Everyone is entitled to their opinion. But really.. what do they REALLY care about my life? They just like making trouble...but it's not working. Negative comments are going to be ignored, maybe even deleted because I don't need negative shit in my life. Thats all I'm going to say. I'm going back to work on my project.
Bye
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| Why? |
| 04.15.04 (7:48 am) [edit] |
Sometimes I don't understand myself at all. I let the littlest things bother me. So what about his ex girlfriend?! I shouldn't care but I do. I care that there was one before me, I care about his past mistakes. He didn't love her so why do I even think about it.
I'm scared.
I'm scared to lose him.
The thought just haunts the back of my head.
I asked him last night if he could see me in his future.
He answered that he didn't have a future if I wasn't in it.
Sweet huh.
I guess the only reason why I talk about him in my entries is because there is no other drama in my life at the moment. For once my life is calm, except with him.
So much emotion. Not bad emotion.. good emotion.
I wish everyone would just shut up about what I plan on doing next year. Everyone's opinions are tearing me apart. It's not their business so why are they sticking their nose into it. I'm trying not to be rude, but I'm tired of it. I broke down last night in front of him because everyone is telling me that I'm ruining my life. He almost told me that we shouldn't go through with it because he didn't like seeing me hurt.
But really, the people sharing their thoughts on my life are the ones that are hurting me, so it would be a smart thing to leave.
I'm going to. Starting a new life would be fantastic. I've only got one true friend here.
He's the best thing that has ever happened to me. Ever.
Then why am I afraid of losing him?
Because every male figure in my life leaves me. My father did, my grandfather, my brother.
This is different though. He won't leave.
I guess I just have to keep telling myself that.....
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